Notes From Me
Monday, June 20, 2005

Subsonic

The shirt of 10 things is blue and yellow
like our Thursdays.
When we got to 11, one had to go.
Dancing was the carpet I flew for both of us
although you sang
small enough to fit in my hands.
A plan, 1 part nonchalance, 2 diving through.
4 Egyptian young ladies walked with me.
They were somehow heartbreakingly kind.
Again on that kind of bridge
with his ashes whumping into the river.
One last gift, freedom
to live what I have never dreamt.


People were vying to sing onstage at the Mint, so I went up once. I quite liked it.

San Francisco is especially gorgeous in the sun. It still reminds me of Athens, only newer and more colorful. A little farther south, my friend Mignonne and I cut willow to build a sweatlodge at her friend's place.
Et aussi...
Michelle and I went to Amoeba Records. She sort of swam off into the aisles and I angled straight to a listening station. I pressed STYLE whereupon SPOKEN WORD appeared on the screen, specifically Charles Bukowski. I hit PLAY, having so recently been inspired by Born Into This, and found myself listening to track after track. One of his poems was about style, how few actually have it, how doing something dangerous with style can be art, how some dogs have more style than people and how few dogs have style. I think living here in America is dangerous to one's civil freedoms, so to exercise them fully takes style and courage both.

I went to City Lights bookstore, which in a way is an extension of Shakespeare and Co. in Paris, which has a small wooden ground floor and stairs that go up while City Lights has its little wooden main floor and stairs that lead down...sitting reading Franck Pavloff's Brown Morning I looked up past an old framed Telegraph page headlining, "Brawl At Poet's Recital THREE POLICEMEN BITTEN" to find on the wall above it a poster of Bukowski. There he was again, he with the bluebird in his heart.


Eu esta viva.

posted by lux at 11:25 AM
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4 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous commented at 6/21/2005~  

First off let me tell you how great it was to finally see you and catch up. We have to hang out again soon. any progress on your move to the city? -dp

Blogger lux commented at 6/21/2005~  

i so like it here, but does anybody enjoy job hunting? is it really a bit cut throat or is it just my recent japan experience that makes it seem that way?

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Blogger lux commented at 6/24/2005~  

ah joy, good to hear from you. thank you for the encouragement. i did work for a day substitute teaching so far...

i'm changing the scope of possibilities. somehow my travel and return has changed me...there is a lot i want to do.

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